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“I’m really scared for my generation, you know. The thing that scares me most is Tumblr. I hate what Tumblr has become. Because it like, it reminds me of those clique-y girls in high school that used to make fun of everyone else and define what was cool, but in five years, when you all graduate, that shit doesn’t matter. No one gives a fuck about that shit. Instead of kids going out and making their own moments, they’re just taking these images and living vicariously through other people’s moments. It just kills me. Then you’ll meet them and they’re just the biggest turkey in the world. They don’t actually embody any of those things. They just emulate. It’s scary man, simulation life that we’re living. It scares me.” 
-Drake

Dr. Gudat, if only…

…Its been so long, but we meet again. College has started and we’re almost done with the first quarter. Heres college in a nutshell. More work, less free time. Same amount of freedom, same curfew on weekends. No more delicious meals, and I hate how the cafeteria crew doesn’t know how to work anything in the kitchen besides the fryer. Less friends, more acquaintances. Less fun, more work. Less sleep, more draining. College blows. It really does. But that’s just my opinion. Yes, there are some good things about college. Good flying field close by. Tons of cuddling in the cuddle weather, bros of course because girls are dumb. Good times I suppose. Haha, yeah thats about the extent of things I can think of. They say that you remember the past as better than it actually was, but in reality the past actually was pretty good. We had a good thing. You know, the easy life. I was homesick at first, but this wasn’t homesick as it is normally defined. I was gone for the whole summer and wasn’t homesick, maybe it was because I had family up there and I felt at home. But I think that it was for some other reason. I think I wasn’t homesick because I knew that when I got home it would be like I hadn’t even left. Maybe this college homesickness is for family or maybe this college homesickness is more of a longing for how it used to be, a sadness that when I arrive back home it will have changed. People, scenery, and whatever else. Maybe its a combo thing. “Summer’s mine…I’m gonna need it back.” The reason I haven’t tumbled sooner is because it would have been more rancorous and therefore even more irritating for you all to read. For that I am truly sorry. And now back to our scheduled program. On a more positive note, I’m home! So lets enjoy this break. Take Care is finally out…and it was definitely worth the wait. Drake put so much emotion into this album, so much of it resonates with me in different ways. I have been watching prison break again in my spare time and that has been just as awesome as the first time through. This time instead of numbers, it’s apologies. Apologies whether due or not because life is so uncertain.

Apologies

1.) I’m sorry that that happened. 

2.) I’m sorry for being so unreceptive.

3.) I’m sorry for doing nothing.

4.) I’m sorry it didn’t work out.

5.) I’m sorry for ____ _ __ _____ __ __.

that is so far from all

but its what they want

Grainger Gang

rahhhhhlikeadungeondragon:

As much as I think the above two words don’t go together..
Tonight made me miss the living shit out of you guys
I can’t believe it’s only been 3 weeks since we’ve been seperated mayne..iss crazy
Ya’ll need to petition that hill of yours to extend your breaks so you guys can come down more often, fer real doe

“Life is…weird, and the only thing that you can count on to be constant is time.”

-David Ruckle, a.k.a. Socrates Jr.

Farmily

Ahh, so i cant sleep right now and so im going to write a little bit about what has happened since the last post. So far i have gone on the houseboat trip with the summer family. that was really fun but no really cool stories came out of that it was just a real good time. and now im up in oregon and finally back to civilization and thats why i am able to update the tumster because out at the farm the only thing that i can do on the phone is check messages and make calls, instead of saying 3g it gives me a zero sign…but now were back at the white house and the big boss is out on his anniversary for the weekend so i finally get a chance to just kind of relax.  on the farm i have been doing a lot of haying, just swathing and baling the stuff because the wheat hasnt been ready but it will be in a few days so then i will get into the combining routine. the coolest storys that have come out of the farm so far is we lit a field on fire with some fireworks that went wrong and i had to put it out by whipping my shirt really fast and the pto shaft being pulled out of a tractor when i went over a bump and the tow hitch came out and then the only thing pulling the baler was the shaft so it got ripped out. just to clarify it was not my fault it was the tractors haha. im sorry that this post is so boring but i hope that everyone back home is having tons of fun and enjoying the summer to the fullest.

i come back to civilization and the music that has come out is definitely interesting, such as the ladies love me by j beibs and chris breezy. and rebecca black has also dropped a new song. i was able to let headlines load on youtube by waiting forever to listen to it while ive been away. take care is going to be amazing, four singles that are good already.

1.) happy birthday! haha

2.) miss yall

3.) i hope that your relationship blooms into a splendid and beautiful thing :)

4.) be careful and remember its been made not ‘cool’ anymore ;]

5.) thank you for communicating with me and keeping me up to date :)

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its what they want

Gone ‘til September

…so tomorrow im off to a week of house boating with all of the summer fam and then its off to the farm (wamic, oregon) to work. i have included a picture so that you will know what i do, this is a combine and it harvests wheat. it takes the grain in cuts it and separates it and then blows the chaff out of the back of it.  it has a radio and air conditioning in it. for size ideas reference the man sitting inside the cabin. that is what i do for some of the summer and this summer it will be a lot of it because there is some custom harvesting contracts that we have this year so the work is definitely cut out for us.

so the past couple of weeks since we got back from france was pretty boring i wish that we could have actually been doing something like everyday instead of like every other other day…but there were a couple of highlight sprinkled in throughout the weeks. this last week from sunday to today has been dedicated entirely to sanding, repainting, restaining, and reclearcoating a fence. it has been some of the most back breaking work ever because for 3/4ths of the fence you are bending over to work on it and it has been 6-10 hours each day -____-. im so glad that that whole ordeal is over with. but enough complaining, today i changed my schedule for puc up (i guess that the person who called was wrong, i had a schedule already) so that aviation would be during the second year. took that stuff out and added extra lame g.e.’s. i am looking forward to some aspects of college but most definitely not all of them, most definitely.  today my laptop randomly stopped recognizing that it had the battery in it and would shut down even though the battery read half full, but now its back to normal again (this is probably related to when i fell down the stairs a couple of months ago and dropped it from like the 5th stair up, its pretty durable though, nothing besides the case being really messed up happened to it). im hoping that this one lasts for at least a year…but anywho. i really hope that when i return from my extra long summer that stuff is happening every day until we go up to college, a final hurrah before our school career actually has an impact on where we go in life.

this is about all for now, i am finally packed and ready to sleep. i dont know if ill be able to update from the farm. so, if not, then goodbye, and i will miss all of yall, and be thinking of you. to all of the potter fans who have just started watching the final movie, i salute you and wish i could be there but it would have made the trip tomorrow just way too hard to deal with.

shoutout to my parents for finding this thing through asking my cousin who was oh so happy to tell them the address -_____-. hi, its not that i dont want you here, it just feels kinda odd.

numbers?

1.) denny time is most definitely due like right when i get back

2.) please tumbl, the reblogs in the dashboard are getting lonely without words

3.) just embrace it, youre perfect for each other 

4.) stay in touch :)

p.s. lydia was quoted in the redlands daily facts challenging the class with “everybody dies, but not everybody lives” but our real aim was no where to be found. thank you lydia, i applaud you for putting the real, albeit “doesnt make sense” aim in your speech.

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its what they want

As the Curtains Fall

…on the last band tour that I will most likely ever take I am spending the last moments on the plane writing this post so that I will not waste any time tonight and I will actually go to bed.

So to catch up on the past couple of weeks, tumblr says that it’s only one but I’m rounding up :). The last ten days have been taken up by band tour, we went international this year and went all the way to Paris! What a tour it was. Every one is currently saying that they are really wanting to get home and just relax but I really wouldn’t have minded doing more stuff there, it’s just that the food was so…monotonous. It was just loads and loads of bread. And when it wasn’t bread it was some other dish that consisted of only carbs, the dietician in me didn’t agree with the fare of the French. But enough of being “the professional” and on to the tour.

DAY 1 - We left on the first flight out on Tuesday of last week, we got the only flight that was straight to France, the other two had to have a layover in London. We took a yellow school bus and got to the airport. In the airport we got errthang checked in and then went to wait in the terminal. It was quite the wait, our flight got delayed so it was even longer of a wait. We ate lunch in some place called route 66 where the fob waitress called the all of the girls “beautiful girl” and all of the guys “happy boy.” then we went and hung out in what we thought was the VIP area, turns out it was just an up stairs waiting area. We saw this “rock star” playing his guitar and singing for Rae Ann and Hillary. Then he left and those two somehow started talking to this dude that at first seemed like he hated Christians but then he revealed that he was just grilling them to see what they knew. My scramble competition was brought down because I was trying to listen and play at the same time, the guy was actually really interesting and knew his stuff. He had a good philosophy of just trust only in the bible and nothing else. On the plane we had an eleven hour flight and I got to watch some pretty good movies that I hadn’t seen even though the selection wasn’t as good as emirates it was adequate. To air France vegetarian = cold squash and brusselsprouts for the main part of the meal -____-. We got to the charles de Gaulle airport and exchanged money at a 1.61 rate! The dollar used to be so much stronger (yes I am an award winning economics professional). Then we met our awesome bus driver named Martin and he impressed us right off the bat with how he was able to get out of the super tight parking spot after doing a like thirty seven point turn. We then had a four hour drive out to our country houses in Normandy, the French country side is very pretty and so much of it is farm country :) with lots of dryland wheat :). I was surprised to see that everything seemed really old and they didn’t really have that many houses that looked like ours. The place where we stayed was in this really cool place where it had these condo things on a big hillside and centered around a central dining hall, the only downside was that there was so much walking. We had our first French meal and it was decent albeit slightly weird. But…when in France… Then we went to bed in our condo, there were so many beds in the place that Marc, Ryan, and I all got a queen size to ourselves.

DAY 2 - Then the next day we went to normandy and took a tour of the whole area, which was very impressive to say the least. It was kept so pristine and everything was so nice! We played in the main place of the memorial and we had some of the crowd in tears, I thought that it was really cool to play for family of those who died fighting in another country, for another country. Even though it rained a little bit it was still one of our best concerts when you factor in location, audience, etc. Then we went to this cathedral on a hill that we had to climb tons of steps to get up to, the thing had a bathroom that you had to pay almost one dollar for at the entrance -____- we took lots of pictures and then went out to eat in one of the restaurants and then we got this really bomb ice cream from this stand thing that was kind of joined to our restaurant, i got carmel and chocolate. then got picked up at a different spot than we got dropped off at because the tide had risen so much that it covered where we were before, Liz got stuck on one side of the water that you had to time when it was coming in but Lydia, Ryan, and I made it past alright. Haha. We went back to our condo and slept after packing up.

DAY 3 - The next day we drove to Orleans for the major part of the day and then after checking into the super bomb hotel we went on a tour of the city while it rained on us. i used a box for a guitar to cover myself from the rain and the haters just hated. We came back and had a dinner at the hotel where the table was divided with woodwinds on one side and brass on the other which led to a dominance over the water and condiments (brass won, of course).

DAY 4 - Then the next day we got to sleep in and relax before a skoretz driven church session, love that guy. Then we got free time in Orleans proper and we went around the city taking more pictures and shopping around. There was this motorcycle demonstration/riot where cops had to come to break it up. During our free time we went to a museum there and I was able to teach an art discussion based art analyzation class to some students + big bob, that was fun. Then we had a dinner at some upstairs restaurant where Lydia and Danny sat across from each other and talked about dates in general and their “favorite dates”. Personally I think that they really hit it off and they got “cute coupled” by the Dylan and Dillon squad. :). Ahh it touched shlobbert to see such an event because he is so darn cultural, it also touched me but i mean shlobbert it brought tears to his eyes. The food was just lots of bread but it was still enjoyable and master chef Liz made some interesting recipes with what was available. Then we had a large walk in some rain back to our coaches.

DAY 5 - Then on Sunday we filmed an episode of cribs with MTV at phade to blacks chateau de chambord. Took more pictures on our explorations and then went to do an outdoor concert in cloisters Abbey de la trinity. The concert went alright and we had a decent crowd watching us. After that we returned to the hotel where we had dinner, and the “fresh five” started when the main table was taken up and max, Danny, myself, and two freshman named grace and Laurent joined us. The way it started was when max and the girls were talking about cliques and dr smoothe and I were watching other tables and seeing the social dynamics of each, and then when we decided to combine the two conversations was when it all started. We had good time talking about how the other tables interacted with each other and friend circles within each grade. We then adopted a David inspired greeting that goes way to hard.

DAY 6 - Then the next day we left Orleans to go to Paris in the morning. We then played what I thought was our best concert ever, while I was in band, at the chartres cathedral. The acoustics were amazing and the concert on the whole went really well, plus it was an awesome cathedral in France with a decent turnout. That was amazing. Then we went to a restaurant to eat some more carbs, it was good though because it was pasta. Then we returned to our student hotel, which people had been playing up to being a hostel but it was actually pretty nice and it had these cool lights in the room and on the showerhead to tell you how hot the water was. We had adventures to the zombie infested second floor that was more hype than reality. Shout out to Evan and his sweatshirt, hype is now but style is forever.

DAY 7 - The next day we had breakfast in the hotel before our guided sightseeing tour of the city, i had to pee the whole trip because I drank a whole bottle before we left and the bus driver (not Martin the awesome driver) wouldn’t open the bathroom. We got to the eiffel tower lookout spot where there were so many bargainers there to sell cheap stuff (it was exactly like kenya bargaining, and the bargainers were african too), but I was more interested in finding the bathroom because I was going crazy. I found a warehouse that I almost just peed in but then I thought better of it and walked for an eternity to a service station. Sweet relief. Then I got back to the spot and we took lots of pictures. For the group picture that bobbert wasn’t even going to be in, he wouldn’t even take a picture with my camera -____- who are you? Seriously…so I got auntie Kathy to take it for me :). Then we had some free time walking around the city before our concert. We then set up for the fete de la musique, our last concert ever with lla symphonic band. Four years in the band, three of those being principal tuba. Loved all of them and loved the tuba, everyone always thinks it is so boring but I like it because I still put more emotion into the music ;). Also I’ve never had to do a real audition because I of course had to make the band, because I make the band, ahhhhh. Haha. It was like graduation kind of because it was the last concert possibly ever :(. But I love performing… Then we went to dinner in another upper room of a restaurant where it was probably the most enjoyable time on tour, there was good conversation and good friends. We ended up wrecking the table and getting the waiter so mad at us that he purposefully served everyone else before us, but for me it was the best meal hangout wise even if not food wise :). Then went back to the hotel and took a shower and then went to dan and maxs room to have talktime and hangout. Shout out to kidxwonderxvelvetxhoopxtooxraw because of my battery percentage -__-.

DAY 8 - then the next day was spent in the louvre seeing more art and whatnot. Was disappointed that Ralph Lauren’s car collection was in a different building that we didn’t pay for. Then we walked forever to many different shops and whatnot had the best panini that I had eaten in a while and then ate ice cream from this famous place, saw a cathedral, and then just went to more shops. Louis vuitton = scary expensive, sat outside the shops with what I presumed to be some Asian husbands waiting for their wives to come out of louis. Then we scrambled (shout out to the game) to get to the Eiffel tower in time to go up. We went up, took pictures, looked around and went down. it was so windy, but very impressive to see all of the sights. i was asked why the tower is there in the first place so heres why: it was built by gusatave eiffel as an entrance for the 1899 worlds fair, not as impressive as a war monument or anything but. They say that the Eiffel tower is really romantic and that Paris is the city of love, and it must be because there was a white dude with a huge beard that proposed to his asian girl. They were just chilling when we saw them but the others said it was cute :). Then we left and went to a restaurant an hour and a half later than we were supposed to but it’s all great. I was so tired until I got some food in me then I perked up and enjoyed the dinner. Some of the people tried escargot this day and it was gross. They said it was like garlic mushrooms that popped. Ewewwwwwwwww. Thats NASTY! But it was entertaining to watch them choke them down. We went back to the hotel, packed, and knocked out.

DAY 9 - Then today We woke up at six so that we could be on the coach by 7:30. We had a short drive to the airport and then when we got there it was so much hustle bustle. The French had three slowwwwww people to check in 200 people it took forever and then on top of that they hassled us about the instruments that we had already contracted to get over to the us with a special deal. Then we had thirty minutes to boarding and still had people back at the gate, a monorail to take, and security to go through. I have been lead to believe, due to the shining stars that helped me, that the French TSA is retarded beyond normal standards. They couldn’t even figure out what clothespins were, it must be a daily miracle that they make it to work everyday. but I’m not even mad, Dylan on the other hand was about to spit fire at these Indians that were ruder than a mother Frickman. We got to the gate and they were boarding but it didn’t really matter because I was able to buy presents for my parents and still had to wait in line, thats how slow the parisians do it. This plane ride has been uneventful, I’ve slept, watched movies, eaten my food, eaten chandlers food, bartended for myself with the sodas, and now I am writing this post.

All in all band tour was amazing because of friends, location, and the playing that we got to do while here. Even though we spent a lot of time on the busses like we always do, the people around me made it fun. We played lots of Mario cart and scramble, saw really nice places, and listened to my awesome music (especially the audiobook tracks). :). France was beautiful but it seemed like everyone was smoking all the time, there was so much of the secondhand smoke that I’ve had a sore throat the past two days :(. Also France had two sides of the spectrum to it: louis vuitton with so much wealth and then all of the graffiti and disparity that was seen. It was older than I thought it would be but still very beautiful architecture. The work that has gone into that country and it’s forms of art is enormous, trillions of man hours gone to art. It’s extremely impressive and also worth the beauty. the people of France weren’t as nice as they could have been especially the ones in the service industries where one needs to be congenial. The food was over hyped or maybe I just ate at the wrong places. But some of it was good, they had some good French bread. Haha. But everything was so expensive! H&m prices were the same as American prices except when you convert it is so much more. The cities are so smelly, just as bad as new York and the countrysides were beautiful. I am so very glad that I was able to go on tour this year, it was so awesome.

Long post mongoose but now onto numbers

1.) thank you for being so dedicated this year in teaching is and getting us the best tour possible

2.) thank you all who made tour possible, it is highly appreciated especially Art and the parents

3.) anticipation is unnerving. Haha

4.20.5) I am glad to be back and hopefully someone will plan something because I have to give all of you your graduation presents still.

5.) thanks for your support big boy(s)

6.) can’t wait to see all of you summer family members

7.) you definitely made the tour a funner and more enjoyable one :)

Sidebars and extra numbers: Lydia and I have a post length competition, I hope I win. You’ve been Taylor Swifted. Longest summer ever, let’s make the most of it. I hope you have good intentions. cute Indian couples make shlobbert and david smile largely ;). I suppose I could be like Paula and come back to tour with the band.

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its what they want

As the Film Fades to Black…

the question arises: who will appear in the next movie in this series? will there be fan films made? will there be a plot twist? and who will be gone forever? 

i havent updated in so long and i feel as if i dont do it now then i will forget parts or more parts than i already have.  i apologize in advance for this being a marathon of a post, if you get to the end, kudos to you for reading.

first i would like to start with how much i love drakes new song, marvins room. and its not like i can really relate to it that much because: a) i dont have my own plane (yet), b) i havent had sex four times this week on said plane, c) im not having a hard time adjusting to fame, and d) i dont have the girl problems or other problems that drake does. i like it mainly because he is trying something new but also still putting his emotion into the tracks, and it shows that take care is going to be so good.

these last two weeks have gone by so fast…

finals week started on tuesday with an enjoyable trip out to the donut man, their donuts are so good that i felt as if i could sell them. but, i just ended up giving them to my favorite teachers at school as a thank you for being someone who actually left an impression. then in second period we went out to ihop for our final, our waitress hated us because people showed up later than us and left earlier. haha. then in econ we just had to watch presentations that people gave.  after school we had to just work more on the class night set and the gym to get it all ready. on wednesday the day started with playing and prepping for tour in band. then we had a fiesta in spanish class that i had to go and get jalopenos and olives for during my free time in between classes. the fiesta was nice and mrs vega gave all of the graduates a present and then all of the class individualized picture frame presents. she is such a sweet teacher. then we went to citrus plaza for the final, which consisted of just showing up and checking in with mrs holm. we all had sushi together while watching mao and shy as our entertainment when we thought they couldnt see us staring at them, but they could. :O. and then broke away to get jamba and cold stone and hanging out a bit more before going back to school to get back at the class night set up.  i think that i ran more errands for class night than i have for my parents, but its all good, im not mad.  its good that i had a heavy lifter to help me out through some of these errands :).  then thursday came around and we started the day off my watching tangled in physics and eating lots and lots of food. so basically finals week for me was nothing, followed up by more nothing, and nothing.  just high priced babysitting and meal time. then we finished tangled and turned in books after clearing out the lockers.  i gave the locker shelf that was given to me last year as a gift to some freshman and hopefully they will do the same after using it. went to ms taylor johnstons room and found out that even though i got an 86% on the only paper that we wrote for the whole quarter, i still got a 93% in the class which means that my college gpa stays at 4. yay! after finding out that good news we pressed on and big bob (shlobbert) felt the need to take away tims longboard because i was riding it on campus -___-. what a sheriff! nothing gets by the guy! after that unpleasant encounter, we proceeded to have a deep talk with bancarz about life and the events surrounding gradnight. he really believes in us, awww. then we went to lizs house to start on the class night comeout words with friends tiles. spray painted the black and then headed to the officer sponsor lunch at claim jumper. got a bbq burger without the burger and the biggest icecream sandwich ive ever seen. then back to class night preparations and dress rehearsal, got out of there after running more errands only to have to go to work on the tiles. 

graduation events…

friday we had to be at the church extremely early to practice our walking in and get that business down. then we went to the school to practice that walk in and then were finally released to go to lunch and then another dress rehearsal for class night.  we finally go out of there at 5 and then had to go home to prepare for the nightly consecration celebration.  it was a really nice service where the sponsors spoke to our class about what we will grow up to be and their experiences with us and whatnot. i would like to take this time to say that tim and i did well on our intro of the sponsors, they came up and said that it was so much more than an introduction and that they really liked loved it :D.  that really made me happy, they deserved a good welcome and i think we were able to deliver.  sorry for that personal gratification, on to the day.  it was really awesome, got to take pictures and everything with everybody. then we went to bjs and celebrated some more. we then had to go to lizs house to finish up all of the tiles that needed to be done.  then on saturday i had to be at the church at nine to practice for the brass quintet thing. we practiced and also got to talk to gio about his graduation and his life, which was nice. we then got on stage and did our thang, we played amazing grace pretty well thanks to mr santos conducting from the front row. then we walked in with our classmates and sat through the service, pastor tim spoke and it was a good sermon about continuing and pressing on.  then after that it was get home for the family get together for my graduation. i signed all of the memories books before too many people came.  i ended up napping during the last part of it because i was so tired.  then it was back to school for class night, we came out as words with friends tiles and spelled out “best friends” on our opposite side that wasnt our first initial. i think it turned out well, shout out to the flower power team for theirs it was really creative and also to lish, my aunt thought that that one was the cutest.  then we sat down and enjoyed some of the show and then had to go backstage for baby and my performance of moment for life, him doing nikki and me doing drake. we did alright and the crowd seemed to like it well enough. big thank you to matt, kyle, darlene, and reem for singing the chorus really loudly when i put the mic out to the crowd so that i didnt look like a complete fool.  then it we sat down to watch the bhangra and then backstage again to prep for all of the lights. there were some technical difficulties and i also wish that tech had turned on all of the mics when they were supposed to.  but all in all im really glad that we did that. to all who participated in all of the lights, thank you so much for giving up your time to practice and get ready for the performance, you all are so amazingly gifted with these musical talents. after this performance i was home free and had no more worries, it was amazing. i just sat back and enjoyed the rest of the night. we went to the after party and then went to lizs house and talked about high school and the future, we played the island but it ended up as a tie in the end because we all left at the same time. so i guess liz gets to keep the frog tape.  then it was sunday, i finally got to sleep in for the first time in what seems like forever.  i seriously got less sleep after school was done than when it was actually in session -__-, but im not mad, im just sayin.  graduation day was all a blur, got to the school five minutes late and was told that i couldnt park in the real parking lot but i found a spot that was just as good only on the street inside the school.  then i went in and got into the lines and prepped to walk out and sit down, the juniors led us in and then we came in. ahh the mixed emotions, done but never going to be the same. we sat down and i got to kick off the beginning of the end with the opening prayer, followed up by lizs amazing invocation, and then lydias awesome presidents speech - i loved the shoutout to the class’ true aim, when you said “make life more than what it is, because everybody dies but not everybody lives” i went crazy. thank you for that. then we listened to leonard bailey a.k.a. future kyle,  he was quite the baller and stripped off his gown to reveal a crisp white suit.  then we got the traditional graduation song by pastor mark and then took a million pictures. some of which will be uploaded if you check back later! big thank you to cousin anna for being my photographer for the night, i dont think that my parents could have done as well as you did! they just cant figure out the darn camera. haha. after graduation i went out to mr kebabs with the family and ate so much, it was absolutely amazing! then i went to the staters parking lot to play words with friends until liz got home because that would be just awkward. we then met at her house to depart for joses party. the bull was awesome, the police were outside when we got there following up what we would find out later to be a noise complaint  so we thought we might not get to ride the bull.  oh contrare, ride we did, singles, doubles, and triples. then after the bull got old, because i dont dance the party got boring. luckily i came in a car full of people like me and so we left to go play super smash at lizs house. 

so it is finally over. done. finito. high school had officially come to a close…i think that this year was by far the best and most fun year. it was so easy and it was filled with people that are amazing. im scared of what the future holds…more about that later though because this is a happy post.

this week of summer has passed without too many disturbances, just band practices, shopping for shorts,finding ryan and santhushs closet at h&m, eating thai food, going to grad night (not worth $98, but still a good experience, i had a pretty good time; the night was filled with cute couple tweets, it was no challenge that night though; this night could have been so much more awkward. haha.), more band practices, compassio, tennis, and lizs graduation party.

if you read the whole post, big ups to you. on the real, its an essay

numbers

1.) thank you for all of your support through the years with all of my adventures, for giving me a great education, and for being there for me

2.) help me make college an experience to never be forgotten, good kind though

3.) thank you to all of you who came to graduation and supported me, it is really truly appreciated

4.) you dont need to do that, its unnecessary. youve still got my support though.

4.1) please, get your mind right. if you havent read my yearbook entry then go read it. all out of love. at least be safe and remember you have the support of many.

4.2) skateboarding on monday. leggo.

4.3) all of the sudden i cant tell when youre being sarcastic or mad at me, i dont know why i just cant. its weird.

4.4) your gonna pull through this one, i know you will. if you want to talk about it im here. on the bright side, my “couples prediction” is that much closer i guess

4.5) im glad that we never fight, or else this room mate thing wouldnt work out. but its gonna be all good and well have a great time.

4.6) i wonder what you will choose in the future

4.7) goodbye to you 

4.8) are you guys gonna be o-fish already or what? so cute :}

4.9) your numbers are so confusing! but on the bright side.

5.) thank you so much for my birthday present!!!! :))))) it is so very me and is already sitting next to my bed :)))))

that is all

its what they want

Graduation is Upon Us

As we sit here at the LLU graduations just waiting to play some more I thought I might as well update the tumblr while I have so much down time waiting for the grads to all be announced and cheered for.

This week has been a huge bundle of nothing. Well, nothing productive that is. Haha. That doesn’t mean that it wasn’t awesome. This whole week was basically dedicated to signing yearbooks and nothing else.

Week rundown: Monday - nothing but prepare for speech in college English Tuesday - speech in college English then the school year and high school work was officially done. Wednesday - relax. Yearbooks. Tetris Thursday - same Friday - final drama performance. Econ presentation and more of the same Saturday - church and happybirthday to swag gangsta 18. Didn’t dance because I’m not a dancer. Highlight of the day was putting the finishing touches on the memories book. Haha I know I’m lame for not dancing but….

All in all good week, and the next should be fantastic and super easy to top it off

Numbers! Emoticon edition

1.) -_____-

2.) o.O

2.1) _———_

3.) :)

That is all

It’s what they want

lydiakore:

T.I.A.-I miss Africa, life is way too stressful here

(via kyanthonical)